Jess.

I wrote this yesterday,i just felt the need to. Watcha think?

The warm breeze brushed across her face,and caressed her beautiful mahogany hair. She smiled to herself,as she opened her eyes. Her eyes were still glazed over from a sleep she had accidentally just had,as she looked up into the sky, she watched a plane go by,and stared and wondered at the fluffy stream line mark it left in it's wake,it stood out in the dark grey hazy sky.
It was warm,very warm for a day like that,the sky was a darkish dirty grey colour,but somehow it was still remarkably beautiful,the breeze was warming and cooling,she looked around and led her head back onto the lush green grass,on the stunning field were she had been resting. This field was surrounded by tree's, dark & light green leaves,and an odd few a golden colour. This place was peaceful,calm. Even though it was a public field, it was deserted,no one there at all. She led there for a bit,not even thinking about anything,she was to dazed at how wonderful and free she felt. Then she felt someone on her side, It was him. She moved closer,and snuggled him in,she looked down at his beautiful face,and smirked as he looked up at her,his eyes were like pale crystals, as he closed his eyes and led against her chest she led down next to him,they were both entwined in each other. For the last time,she pulled closer and buried her head into his sandy coloured hair. The smell was sweet,and perfumed. A smell she knew all too well. She took in a big breath,and with that breathed in the scent of him,and then let out a big sigh and smiled slightly. She led there,not making any movement or noise. She dazed and thought of the person she was holding tightly to her chest. As the wind blew strong,it made his hair blow into her face,she picked it up and just stared at it,and played with it for a while,twisting it into and over her fingertips. Time passed,she did not even notice,her heart was at a steady pace,and everything frightening did not even matter any more,it did not even pass her mind. She moved her arm slightly and turned over onto her side,as she looked at this beautiful boy,her heart throbbed so hard and so fast,her chest felt so weak,she made the biggest grin she had done for so long,and though to herself, ''your mine'', this is what I want. She couched his warm body into hers,and did not worry about any consequences of herself and him being together,it did not even frighten her,for the first time in her life.For the first time in her life,as she looked at him,and felt the surroundings of this field,she sighed ''I'm happy.''

As for this time tomorrowwww!,i will be standing infront of the most gorgeous woman ever!
P!nk. Whatta woman! i cannot wait,me and a friend are going to go see her in swansea,were leaving quite early,so were cheekily getting the afternoon off from school :D
It's going to be wikid,apparantly she puts on amazing shows and stuff,trapeezing and shooting out of a cannon and such :'')
Me and my friend,have promised to ring my mum when she plays so what! as my mum couldn't come to the gig,because of work,she's gutted! D:
I love P!nk to bits,i always have since i was little. She's such a fab role model,her i dont give a fuck attitude,and her lyrics are amazinngggg..
I'll add some pictures friday to show your guyssss.


Much love! <3

People say hold on to the good times,people say hold on to the memory's,people say your better off without that person,people say ''what goes round comes round'',people say better sooner rather than later i guess.

But what if i don't want to hold on to the good times,and the memory's,I'd rather forget they ever happened,because in the end what's the point? Of yeahh,you fucked me over and treated me like dirt,but i'll still smile over the memory's of you. Pfffttt? Yeah i guess what goes round comes round, but when? now,tomorrow,30 years down the line,when i wont get to see you get kicked in the dirt? I just want you to hurt. Now.
I just dont get some people. Yeah,you broke my heart,made me look like a tool,take the right piss out of me,keep hitting me,taking my things for no reason,other than for your own personal twisted enjoyment,You laugh at me with your perfect little princess,you pretend to like me. Babe,i could go on and on and on. But even agter all this,you want a say in what i do,were i do it,and when i do it. ummm... No? Jesus,i feel the one person that i can't stand the sight of,and the person i went out with for 2 years,is the most up my backside,than ever EVER before. Please fuck off and leave me alone,your frustrating and quit frankly a massive tosspot. I couldn't give a flying fuck what you and your friends/family think of me. I dont care if ive changed,you dont like it? for one you shouldn't of did it to me in the first place and for two it's for a better,because now im a hard cow,and no one can fuck about with me without paying for it.

I dont want your friendship,i really couldn't care less. Just leave me alone.



Sorry i just needed a massive rant,this situation's really getting to mee... xxx


Much love guyss <3

Ever felt just so agitated,you could explode. Or so angry you could throttle the next person,no matter who it is? For the past couple of weeks,Ive been feeling that way,Not giving a toss about anything,not caring,being angry constantly,about the slightest thing,because a massive thing is on my mind,and I really want it to fuck off...

I just cannot get over what some people are like,honest to god. What the fuck? Yeah okay,you offended me,and made me look like a complete tool,you crushed me under your words of hate and anger,and tossed me aside in the gutter,and took away ALL of my pride.  But Ohh? you still care about me? & you still want to know everything about my life? how im thinking or feeling,or what im doing on weekend? Umm NO! Pftt,well i dont give a flying fuck about youu mate (Y). I may be falling,But i will NOT let you see it.

Whenever you need to let go of something. Go somewere deserted,and just Scream,Scream your heart out. It works.


Stay safe. Love you guys <3

I have a friend.. He loves pictures,photography,camera's and especailly posing for them :P <3

Aint he just a babe? :D



Jamie...

<3

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